I'm not quite sure what to do anymore. Everyone is moving on and getting better and I'm still the same old, pathetic, stupid me. I miss the way things were and I have to admit I miss being someone people looked up to. I miss being better at stuff than other people. Now I'm better at nothing. Then there's another thing. Have you ever wanted someone back so much in your life that you would give everything you have to get them back? Have you ever been struck in the same place, unmoving while everyone else is changing. Everyone's new and yet going into the new world of highschool I'm not. I want to be, but I don't have the money and my parents won't let me change anything to dramatically. For the past couple of days, things keep getting worse and worse. I keep crying more and more and tell ya the truth, I don't know what to do. Let's face the facts here: I'm extremely jelous! I can't even keep writing, in a terribe emotional state, crying hysterically, sorry.
Never Give Up
