Sometimes, it's hard to tell if everything's going to be okay! I felt that everything was falling apart, but I was wrong. All I had to do was look towards the future, which is a GREAT thing. Stop dwelling on the past, look at the future, and live in the now. Tip: Change your hair and your style and you'll feel a lot more confident. That's what a friend was told me, so I tried it, and learned how true it really was. Another thing: I wasn't the only one thinking me and my best friend were looking great. Now high schools looking pretty optimistic. I've got confidence and I stopped dwelling on the past. Now, I feel a lot better. Just be optimistic and know that everything's not the end of the world. One last note: Take risks and live life to the fullest. Get the most you can out of the day because it won't last forever. Life's no fun without taking chances. You could also lose a lot by not taking risks. That's what life's all about!

SMILE =D.  

My best friend is someone who knows absolutly everything about me, is always there for me, tells me everything, and always makes my day. Without her, I'd be absolutly nothing. I realize now that everything will be okay. I don't need a guy in my life, being single gives you more freedom anyway. That doesn't mean that I don't want a guy, but I only want a guy I truly love. Getting hurt is a part of life, living and learning.

-High School, I was so scared of it, when really it's my new start. I'm starting to look forward to it. This year sounds like a great year. From teen clubs to TH concerts to amusement parks to even just hanging out with friends at movies. The sun's still shining and I know everything's gonna get better. Like I have said before, everything happens for a reason. Just embrace life how it is and live with no regrets.

I'm not quite sure what to do anymore. Everyone is moving on and getting better and I'm still the same old, pathetic, stupid me. I miss the way things were and I have to admit I miss being someone people looked up to. I miss being better at stuff than other people. Now I'm better at nothing. Then there's another thing. Have you ever wanted someone back so much in your life that you would give everything you have to get them back? Have you ever been struck in the same place, unmoving while everyone else is changing. Everyone's new and yet going into the new world of highschool I'm not. I want to be, but I don't have the money and my parents won't let me change anything to dramatically. For the past couple of days, things keep getting worse and worse. I keep crying more and more and tell ya the truth, I don't know what to do. Let's face the facts here: I'm extremely jelous! I can't even keep writing, in a terribe emotional state, crying hysterically, sorry.

You know how you have the time of your life somewhere and then all you do is wish you were back there? Well that happened to me this summer. I went on a trip of a lifetime. I went to Europe for 20 days with my best friend and made more best friends. Sure on the trip there was drama, but no one ever really meant it. Deep down every single person loved each other. Over there everyone felt like family from the very first day. It seems like I knew these people forever. I wish I still had them. In Europe all my troubles disappeared, all the heartache and pain was gone. I was truely as happy as I could ever be! I miss it with all my heart and would give everything to have it back. There were no problems there, everything was absolutly GREAT! I miss it so much and cry about it. Everything reminds me of it. Every sentence or picture triggers a memory. I never wanted to come back. It was the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and I am so grateful I had it.

Never give up, it's a hard piece of advice to follow when hard times hit. Ever got your heartbroken? Well, I definetly have as in today. I mean I finally thought that everything was going my way for once and he was the one. I thought things would surely work out for me. Then again I was wrong and I got hurt, like I always do. I got the same excuse and all. Now I'm a mess knowing it's over and the worst part is yet again it all ended the same way. I can't seem to stop crying and I am taking a break, a big break from relationships. I am scared of getting hurt again. I don't seem to have luck and this may be the situation for some people out there. Yet there's one thing you need to keep thinking, "Everything happens for a reason."  So, it will all end up well in the end. Never give up when you meet the right one everything will just fall into place. Although I know sometimes I don't follow this advice like today, I still know it deep down. Even when everything in life sucks, I somehow know it'll all be okay in the end.